For so long I have waited and waited and waited for a certain level of inspiration that I used to have. It seemed to be buried beneath mounds of disappointment, hardship and expectations. Over the last three months, I began to transform my mind and body through dedicated reading, exercise and prayer. I discovered that the inspiration had never left. It was falsely being used as energy trying to figure out my next step, next move and just exactly who I am as an artist. Then I realized that who I am is a mixture of my faith, my military experiences and my god given creative abilities. Now I am moving at breakneck speed. Seeing creative opportunities and ideas on every corner. I am finally enjoying being an artist and not working at ebing and artist.